Got back from Florida this past Monday night.... it was such a long journey home with several stops and lay overs. From Orlando to Chicago with a 2 hour lay over, then from Chicago to San Francisco with a 3 hour lay over, and finally from San Francisco to Honolulu. All this airport hopping made me realize how "low-tech" or "no-tech" Honolulu Airport is compared to the mainland Airports; I felt as though I travelled backwards in time.
Florida was a lot of fun... we didn't really get to do much of the Disney Parks because we were mainly there for my niece's wedding, which was amazing! It was such a beautiful & fun wedding, and I have to mention that my niece was the most gorgeous bride! I'm so proud of her and so happy for her! She is so special to me, more like a little sister... I'd honestly give my life for her. She is the most deserving person I know with the biggest heart and the purest soul! I love her so much!
Now it's back to work and reality for me. It was a great escape... wish I could escape more often. I'm still jet-lagged because Florida is 6 hours ahead... I fought to keep my eyes open as late as possible last night, but sleepiness won the battle at 8:00 p.m.... then I had to force myself to fall back asleep when my eyes opened at 2 a.m. Today is my first day back at work, and I feel really out of it... very zombie-like. I think I was slightly depressed yesterday, knowing that I had to go back to work today. I am grateful that I have a job, but at the same time, it's not what I want to do forever. I've never been one of those people who knew what they wanted to do in life... and I'm at the point where it's starting to worry and frustrate me. I'm thinking of going back to school, but I don't even know what I want to pursue; and aside from not knowing, I'm actually frightened to go back to school as well... it's been so long since I've been in school; I forgot everything! Hope I can shake off this fear of uncertainty and failure... trying to think positive is not as easy as it sounds!
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